A few months ago I began to create animations that visually describe my orgasms. The short films do not describe what my orgasms look like or what I fantasise about to reach them, but rather what they feel like.
The process is an attempt to destigmatise sexual pleasure, to articulate variety and nuance and to simply celebrate masturbation.
It is also an exploration of the 'blank wank': the experience of masturbating without a specific fantasy or erotic picture in mind, instead focussing simply on the physical sensation of self-touch. It is during a 'blank wank' that I can trace the sensory shape of my orgasm or a clear descriptive image (generally non-erotic) might come to mind.
Here are the first three animations:
Also available on my Vimeo channel.